Wednesday, July 26 10:19 PM
do you know what stinks:
trying to push yourself in a particular direction so hard and losing yourself in the midst of it. when all hell suddenly breaks loose and you find that you no longer know where you're heading or better, you have your destination in mind but you don't know how to get there. rewind, rewind. there are just so many things that you regret. but now i wish i could just fast forward everything. then again, who really wants to grow up.
maybe now i know why i like making layouts. i made this purple shit today. the layouts aren't the best or the most elaborated or the prettiest but i like the fact that it makes me happy when i complete one. or like playing guitar, all for just my ears. i never fail to provide such cheap thrill for myself.
i love saturday mornings.
you had your time, but it won't stay.