Tuesday, August 15 6:09 PM
for you i will
haha please excuse the last few entries. sometimes i hate myself for being so damn emo. well sitting on the terrace while enjoying the cool breeze and listening to your favourite sad songs somehow cheers you up. i love the view from the terrace, i like looking at the world from a distance.
well aside, we had our social studies mock thing today. i didn't even bother attempting the structured questions, i ended up reading the joy luck club. then, i realised that i've never really read most of the parts from my literature text. i'll say, it's a really good book. i had quite a time talking and laughing like a chicken with eliza manpin and rachel. haha the Os really kill the mood but hey there are always things to look forward for, like say prom night. i'd say we've more or less planned out what we're going to do right after our last paper til prom night.
i was looking through pictures of me when i was young. haha actually, i don't exactly think i've changed much, haha from what most people call fat shit or what my cousin called me, fat thingy. then, i realised that i've not taken pictures for a long time. blame the exams but all the time i have now, which is supposed to be used for preparing for that shit Os is all the time i have left in secondary school. so once i'm done preparing, done with the Os, yes i'd be able to drop everything, but i'll never be able to go back to school, secondary school at least. haha unless i screw up really badly of course.
haha we've so many tests that i don't bother writing the dates down anymore. in fact, i've misplaced my organiser.
haha do you know what i think, i think sleeping is the most rewarding thing i could do now and like feel the least guilty about. i, love sleeping.
i want, to go to the beach to catch the sunrise.
you had your time, but it won't stay.