Thursday, October 5 5:30 PM
sometimes i wish i could be in a place where i didn't have to answer to anyone. where i'd just be alone, with only the soft breeze as company. i really appreciate time alone. sometimes i don't know how to talk to the people around me. sometimes, i just close my eyes and imagine i am not there. sometimes, i don't know who i really am and i don't know what are the true limits to my abilities. i'm afraid that i'm pushing myself too hard, at the same time, i'm also afraid that i'd regret not doing so. who decides who does well? and is it true that every student is capable of getting a string of As? it is always so tempting to fall into the i'm not going to make it so why try pit. so what happens if i don't make it?
you had your time, but it won't stay.