will you still love me in the morning?
haha frankly speaking, i do not feel like blogging at all. the fat Os are over, prom's coming and ZENN HAS A FREAKING NO-SHANN-ALLOWED SIGN ON HIS DOOR BECAUSE I ARGUED WITH HIM.
i love my purple pair of specs. i'm pretty thankful the dreadful studying shit has come to an end. i used to hate knowing what i had to do. and yeah worse, doing what i had to do. i had a big long jolly list of things to do after the Os and now i just find myself delighting in going to bed without setting an alarm and waking up like midddday. my mind isn't too used to all this sudden freedom yet and i don't even have an excuse for not exercising anymore but i'm sure i'll love this life.
i can't believe i'm done with my Os. and yeah the Os would seem like nothing when the As come. well i'll always remember all these: checking my bag for my entry proof, ranting with jan at night on the phone, screaming at cambridge, just seated down staring at the clock, waiting for the paper to start knowning that only God could help me then, and i swear, i hated the history paper, every single bit piece and speck of it. i just hope i won't regret it in a few months time knowing how i could have thrown in more effort. yeah so why am i saying so much crap now, i can't change anything and when they're freaking in the midst of marking my papers.
haha anyway, i stand by the restorative power of sleep, a big, fat, YAY.
haha the last week has been pretty satisfying. i had lots and lots of ice cream, i caught more shows than i did in the last few months, i had a hell lot of fun swinging above the water in a cable car with eliza and manpin, enjoying the pretty darn pretty night view, i had quite a good deal of shopping and prom shopping went really Fine. ha, i think i'm going to look like a goth bride on wed.
I'M NOT READY TO LEAVE STNICKS YET BUT SHEESH I'M ON HOLIDAY, :)
CRISTAL LEE, TAKE CARE AND COME BACK SOON!
i love you friends