hush little baby, don't you cry.
haha why is that the closer you are to someone, the harder it is to buy a gift for that person. like for instance, my mum. i really have absolutely no idea what to get for her for christmas. no, the gift doesn't have to be perfect. yet i find it so easy to get something for someone i'm relatively not close to. (you could get anything) (really.)
now which is worse, knowing exactly what you want to buy but you know you can't spend that amount of cash or, going out with money but shopping disappoints the hell out of you and you can't find anything you like at all. taaaaha.
i, shann long am FEELING TOTALLY GUILTY ABOUT SHOPPING SO MUCH. I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF. I SHOP TOO MUCH. i need a slap.
last but not least,
happy happy birthday Jan!
i know that you know that i know that you know that i love you.